Hey all.. Its always been extremely hard for me to write bout myself, not because i couldnt talk bout it a lot, bt because say it or not the purpose of summarising yourself in a place like this is to persuade people about that your a great guy, and not here because you dont have nobody and feel lonly but coz its kinda hobby or youve been invited.. whatever, I'll give it a try this time, and tell the truth, I am 20, but did not have the kind of circumstances that anyone would call normal to get you ready for life, so i started it on my own, did not even gave uni a chance, so I started to work @ HP in the age of 18. It was great at the beginning, however now i came to realize that my life looked like working and trying to keep up with my friends, - it became really hard due to their uni and student lifes though.. Once You are surrounded by people that already past their "Youth" part of lifes, You are pretty much pushed to try to understand them, which whether or not you admit it makes You in some ways similar to them, and separate from your friends.. The more You lived the more difficult is to let somebody know who You are, or what You've been through, this is why i think most of us onyl has problems with how to let somebody know 'em so that a real friendship /relationship could be built.. Once You reach a point, You have to decide who You'd like to choose to share your life with, not to be hurt in the end. I have always been trying to find what all ppl call happyness, how it applies to me, what i have to do to reach it, i had several wins and fails, such as - i am sure everybody did - so that i became - i hope at least - a better person. despite those who i did not work out for, I still believe that there is a "ONE" for everybody, and also, - that if You aint 100% percent sure she's that one, You better start a friendship than push your luck with trying to achieve a relationship, coz friendship is something really really worthy compared to a failed try...:) I am said to be hell of an outgoing person, - living alone taought that i am far not the one i thought i'd be before.. If I'd find a girl who'd be similar to me, I am sure I would be a loving and giving my entire heart partner in the relationship. Out of quite a number of my relationships, i can only say i had one when i really fell in love with somebody, the others were about giving it a try to make the ONE out of somebody.. This might sound a bit weird, but by now i realized a relationship cant be serious if I feel like changing the other one at the beginning. 'llright I'll just stop writing stupd things, if you wanna get to kno me better - which i seriously doubt after all these:D I'd be happy to meet YOu. I am planning on moving to Texas US soon, which - if it would work out - would surely be the biggest adventure in my life. Few words to finish, - I love far too many persons and things in my life, i am definitely not one of those egoistic or "get a life" people, wouldnt say i'd be a sipmle one to handle either. Looking forward to meet You, and i feel really sorry for You if you read all above:) Cheers Ben

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